Damn, what am I going to do now? Sadly, I am ashamed to say that on this occasion, I do not wish to be an individual out of courage. The reason why I do not want to sound like every other angsty teen is not because I want to stop feeling sorry for myself. It is because of the opposite reason. I do want to be pitied right now. I wish for people to feel sorry for me, so I can almost feel special. I know, this is so terrible, to have sunk this low, but I swear, I’m not the only one in the world who has! Other people are ten times more superficial than I am, and they actually have the nerve to show it! Then again, I could be dishonest because I don’t show my contemptable side to my peers or friends. But then again, I wouldn’t care if they saw me at my breaking point in a time like this.