I know this all too well. I used to get angry with myself when I didn’t have a dream. Really good job with this one.

this is really good =D

Don’t say it’s illogical, irrational, unfair, or ridiculous. Don’t think it’s selfish to want to have someone in your dreams that can help you. It’s like I said on the story one you wrote, maybe the unreal makes the real somewhat bearable. I know it sounds like I’m ordering you around, telling you what to think and say. I would get pissed off if I were reading this comment. But I can’t say it any other way, and I want you to know that, so I had to say it that way.