Never
“Not too long ago,” I lied, “I found your AZT pills in your cabinet. Ever since I’ve made sure you took them in whatever way. Why didn’t you tell me from the very beginning though Hazel? I wouldn’t have run.” I told her sincerly.
“I wanted to so I could warn you….but everything got so caught up and I was…afraid…you wouldn’t want me…”
“Oh no no no Hazel,” I sat on her bed and placed my hand on her cheek, “I would never leave you, not even for this fact of you having AIDS . Never.” Tears fell down her cheeks from these words, “Joel?”
“Yes?”
“I love you….a lot.”
“And I love you too,” I leaned down to kiss her forehead gently, “Now would you be okay while I take Liam home? He’s got to go take his AZT .”
“Of course.” I began walking out with her permission, but then Hazel called my name to stop me, “Joel…I just wanted to say…that I will never leave without your and Liam’s permission.” I nodded, understanding what she meant by leaving.