The roller coaster went down and crashed before it ever went anywhere. Now I’m broken. I should have known it would never be real.

I want to scream out the words that are all now lies. You were all a lie. I still don’t understand why you did this to me. I guess the fact that you care is a lie too.

I was ready to hold you to kiss you. What held me back was gone. Now it’s to late. I’m all out of hope and all out of faith. Anger has now invaded it all.

I said I wouldn’t cry over you again. I guess I lied too. Now I cry in anger and in sickness. I am sick of the hell you give me. I am sick of liking you. I am sick of your lies and I am sick of you.