I’m so tired.

Tired of all these emotions that make no sense.
Tired of what I don’t know.
I’m tired of feeling inferior.
I miss the way it was.
The way you talked to me like no one else existed.
I’m so tired.
I’m stuck in the past and the present.
Holding onto something that I don’t want to leave.
I’m tired of not feeling like myself.
You made me be myself,
But now I’m hiding in a cupboard
That is dark and cold.
I can’t sleep with the thoughts overflowing.
I’m worn out.
I thought I’d be okay,
But I’m not.
I’m tired of this.
I’m tired… of this.

This whole time I’ve been trying to sleep.
Trying to forget.
Trying to move on.
Trying to let go of you.
Trying to not feel inferior.
But these emotions,
I can’t control them.
I can’t save myself from myself.
I’m so tired.
I’m tired… of this.