Has it really been a year already?

Since you left this earth?

The calendar says so…

but it seems so much longer…

Since I last talked to you

Since I last saw you

What I would give to have a day second with you….

I still find myself crying whenever I see something that reminds me about you…

like the park

or raspberry icecream…

Everyone tells me that you’re in a better place now

But here really isn’t that bad…

It’s just not the same without you

I think about you sometimes always.

And everday I watch the door, wishing you would walk through it

With that silly grin on your face

I know that can’t happen though …it’s only an impossible wish, coming from the mind of a foolish girl

But just….

Know that you’re missed

and…

That you will always have a place in my heart