Ok.
So.
Here is the thing:

I’m going say.. whatever I want to. From now on.
I’ve decided that a few times. But I never actually did it.

But from now on, whatever site I’m on… whoever I’m with… wherever I am… I’m going to say what I want to.

I’m going to point out the elephant in the room. Or whatever the phrase is.
I’m going to make a few people uncomfortable.
I’m not going to THINK so much about it.
I’m not going to talk myself out of it.

I’m going to make some people mad. So, so mad.

I’m kind of looking forward to that.
I don’t care.
Because before, back when I tried so hard to keep them happy, I still managed to get them mad.

So now… I’m going to anticipate it.
And then when they get mad, I’m going to smile inside.

Hell yeah, this is a wrong move.
Hell yeah, I shouldn’t think like that.
Hell yeah, I’m being vengeful, selfish, and immature.

I’m sick of trying so hard to keep them happy. And it not working.

So I’m going to stop trying. And I’m going to love it.