Talking to you
I feel this sickness
That is hard to describe
Never felt it before

It’s scary
I don’t like it
I can’t make it
Just go away

I can’t just forget
Everything you said
Everything you did
Things just aren’t the same

Did you mean
All that you said?
Because its killing me
Hurting my insides

I don’t know
When it will go away
Or if it even will
I want it to

I can’t go back
To before this mess
This distgusted feeling
Won’t let me