My heart grows cold and empty.
As I lie awake at night filled with pain and sorrow
Hoping for death and no tomorrow.
The hope becomes so strong that it becomes a pain.
Pain is such a sudden rush.
Its the best feeling there is.
There is always a message behind this (pain).
Its saying to never give up
Always keep Going.
But thats not the way i see it.
I see it as…...
Give up!!!
Im not worth it…..
I wont make it….....
I will become ashamed of losing my own game….
I will lose…
I will become that shadow that no one can hear or see…..
The shadow that gets left behind….
The soul who’s forgotten words fade away into the stars…...
I will become that soul…...who’s forgotten words will be heard through my last breath….
As I say….......................................................................