am i leaving this behind or is it for the better of me?
will our love grow apart as everyday goes by and im not with you?
i think this is better…
when i said u were dead to me…
i meant it!!
But something else is still saying ” I LOVE U SO MUCH !”
its not fair!!
its killing me inside knowing that ur not here beside me..
your here with me but ur not
it scares me….
i hear ur silent sweet whispers…
but when i trun there is no on there..
i feel your touch when im alone…
but then im hurt inside…
as that touch turns to nothing, my heart fades to black..
that soft touch and silent sweet whispers remind me of how much i loved u..
i loved u forever
and lifetimes before
but what good is love if it cant be shown??
all these word i say r true…
but in some way i still love you!