I couldnt stop looking at him. Its been a hour since he arrived on my doorstep. Its been a hour for us laying here peacefully & content.

“John?”
“Yes, I’ll tell you everything in due time but for now…”
“Let me love you & let me touch you.”

I touched him on his chest, pulling his shirt apart, touching his bare chest, kissing his soft skin & rubbing his sore spots away. Being very gentle on his flesh & watching his face as I remove his clothing.

“Stop! No sex not now.” he said
” Excuse me.” I said back.

“No sex! Why cant we just chill without the pressure of sex. Denise. I got into this relationship with you not because of sex. It was because I fell in love with your personality and not your body. Denise, I’m in alot of pain, respect that please. I want my girlfriend of one year to understand and be there for me, mentally, spirituality and physically. Love me, please.”

I just sat their & took in everything he said. I understood what I had to do.I needed to show him that I love him. Loved him