The summer spent abroad was so beautiful and lovely. And now I’m back here, just sitting in this tiny little apartment, looking out of my tiny little window.
Everything there had been so big, daunting and scary, but then i had gotten to know it and all of a sudden everything was beautiful.
My apartment had the opposite effect. It was small and unimpressive in every way, but it had been comforting at a time when I didn’t know what I wanted in life. Now that I’m more developed as a person, however, my life here seems confining, redundant, and mundane.
I need something spectacular to jolt my world.
I need someone to wake me up and take me back to that place where everything felt right.
I need change.