We stare at each other. I know one day, I’ll have to face that issue. The opportunity has presented itself, just as I was once afraid of. I already know my choice. If these were two average guys, it would be hard enough. But these are two band mates in a very famous, renowned band. The day I decide to leave Peter for Oliver, which is pretty imminent, what will Peter do? How will he react?

Oliver leans in and kisses my forehead. “Darling, don’t wrinkle that beautiful forehead of yours worrying about it. We’re not going to worry about that right now. When the time comes, it’ll happen.â€? I realize that I’ve been staring at him for about a minute, in deep thought. I look down at my shoes. They’re not only just like his shoes; they are the same shoes. “My sweet, I have to go back now. But we’ll continue this later, okay?â€? I say as I lean in to kiss him.

“Yes, my beautiful Dream.â€? He opens his mouth as if he’s about to say something else, but then he closes it again, and waves at me.