I was too drunk to see the hole in the ground, that tripped me down, made me fall into this hell of a place that I’m at, I wish that I would’ve realized that it was there before I fell. Would’ve saved me alot of trouble.
Too proud to admit that I was too proud, I guess I should’ve realized that before I was here.
Too stupid to realize that you wanted to help, being to dramatic and saying those things that made you cry, even though everyone says that boys aren’t supposed to cry, I realize they were wrong now, too bad I was too late.
Too selfish to go after you when you left , guess that I was still to proud, should’ve realized that as well.
I wish that I would’ve realized alot of things, but it’s too late now.
I realize that the only thing left to do now is to lay here, in this hell place that I can’t get out of.
So I do.