Do you know how much I missed you today?

Today I wanted to take a walk and to be able to talk to you about everything that has been going on but I didn’t I couldn’t take that walk you weren’t here. I wanted to get that hug from you and I smile when I think about that because I remember the days when I didn’t want that hug but now I can’t wait to see you again to be able to get that hug. I want to be able to use my “black voice” as Ethan calls it with you. I want to be able to hang out in your room making all of the guys talk because they think that we are together. I want to be able to sit and chill instead of having to eat and then before you know it be back up in my room. I want to be able to pick out guys with you and try to figure out who the new D.O.G. is. I want be able to write with you. But I think that I will just have to miss you today…
and tomorrow.