dr barkers ofis i ask when the lady picks up. she says u have reached the ofis of dr barker and i say i need dr barker, and shes not even listenin she says r ofis hrs r between 9 and 5 munday thru friday and 10 2 3 saturday and i says is dr barker there. and she says no1 is avalabul 2 take yr call but u can leev a mesag at the beep or u can call dr barkers servis and she says a # 2 call. and i do something bad i says yer a fukin cunt. i know jesus doesnt lik it when you say fuk but im mad at the lady because she sounds reel nice but wont let me talk 2 dr barker. and then thers a beep where i guess she hung up so i get rely mad and i throw the phone at the wall and im stil cussin. it takes me a long time 2 calm down and when i do i think maybe i was supost 2 rite down the number for his servis and call that, and thats when i notice the lady is stil on the phone, stil talkin reel nice, but shes sayin cut cut cut cut and i start 2 cry becaus i know cuting miself is bad but dr barkers lady is saying i shold.