How could I let this happen again?
How could I let him back in?
How could I let him do this too me again?
He’s not entirely at fault.
I didnt want to let go of him.
I wanted him because I have no one else.
He wanted me because I was a friend and nothing more, but I convinced myself it was more than that.

So I let him it go, and then he changed his mind.
I wouldnt change my mind, cause I deserve more, I want more. I want to be satisfied and not with 2nd place.

As I lay here in my bed and think about my day, how its always drama with you. How you complain everyday about her and him. How you talk about bitches and baby mama’s. How you use me for the wrong reasons, how you dont treat me like you use to 6 years ago.

So, I decided to leave you today, after you lied to me, after all the shit you put me thru. After you put me on the back burner but then you did the unexpected. I hated you at that moment but I couldnt say no nor yes to your marriage proposal. Why wont you just let me leave? Let me go.