Hopeless. [adj. or n.] def.;
WON . i dont really like myself. :] id much rather be some mysterious spontaneous slightly reckless and destructive monster of sorts. like a vampire or werewolf. haa.
TOO . im the author and main character of my life.[yuuckk that sounds really selfish] its horrible. because im constantly trying to live a certain way.. instead of just living.
FREE . i try so damn hard to be original. or unoriginal.. however you want to look at it. i just want to be.. me. not them. its hard though, because its silly to go completely out of your way just to not have the same shoes as that chick in your history class.
FER . complications arouse in my very presence. therefore i hate thinking. esp. of the past.
HIIVE . mistakes are numerous in my life. not the best parts of life mistakes.. just.. really lots of big oops.
SCHEEX . i dont know what i believe in. or i do. but im kinda sure its not God. and that feels really, really.. weird awful.