SHMEVIN . once and awhile i will look back. i realize i loved him – not like teenage stupidity. he was my best friend. but.. i completely blame myself for the fact that we have the same lunch hour.. ride the same fucking bus and he doesnt give me one glance. that ficlet i wrote “My everything”.. its his bracelet.

ATE . typically a fighter and a non-believer, but you probably already knew that. [good god she doesnt have a religion, no faith in best friends, love, compliments, apologies..] and yes, i am incredibly stubborn.

KNYN . despite the sad eyes and constant frown they see.. i adore going ridiculously crazy [large intakes of Jones soda may or may not have to do with this] laughing really loud and giving sly smiles.

TEHN ! random random. i use different words. [cool just got boring] laugh at a joke told yesterday. hold stranger’s eyes/gaze for the longest i can. walk down the middle of the street. sing the abcs in algebra class. name cute guys idk.
(but really.. im not that great, i promise.)