Ahhh! I really need to talk to her again….
I was running everything through my head, analyzing and reanalyzing my choices.
If i find her again, I’ll ask her out… Or would I? I don’t want to hurt Kayla… but she told me i should move on instead of waiting… But I don’t even know her, what if she has a boyfriend and didn’t tell me? What if… i hate those words…
I decided to call Kayla that night.
“Hello?”
“Hey Kay, it’s Tom.”
“Oh hey! Whats up?”
“Oh, nothing much… just thinking.”
I have a bat habit of leaving little leads on things i dont want other people to know about. I can’t help it.
“Thinking about what?”
Wanting to avoid what was coming, i went straight to the point, “Kayla, would you take me back? I swear i won’t ask again after this.”
“Tom… I’m sorry, I can’t right now.”
I got the answer I needed, so made an excuse to hang up, “ahh, my mom’s calling me to eat, catchya later!”
“I love you…”
I didn’t hang up right away…