Over her, or not?
I’d heard those words from her many times before… but they were different this time. Our relationship flashed through my mind as i held the phone in my hand. I wanted more than anything to tell her all my feelings… to tell her that I too loved her. I knew it would make things harder for me, but I couldn’t lie to her… I never had, and never would.
“I love you too, Kay…”
“Bye”
“See ya…”
With that I hung up. I felt everything being twisted around inside of me. I felt the old love I had for Kayla resurface. I could sense its strength, and how deeply it still lay on my heart. Then I thought of Lucy. Her words brushed against my heart softly like a silk blanket…
Kayla couldn’t have me, and I couldn’t have her. I needed to concentrate on this new feeling, make it the center of my thoughts.
“Only one thing to do now…” I said to myself, “I have to find Lucy…”