This is funny, I thought. Not now, because it’s a deision that’s going to have an immediate effect on me, but later when everything settled down, yeah, it’ll be laughable then. I like Candice, a lot, but her big sister likes me. I mean likes me, like that. She already told me, and I quote, “My sister could stand to lose some,”refering to battles of the heart. This is messy.

She will do anything for me. I remember that time I was robbed and almost killed. She helped me change, washed me, dressed what wounds she could, and then took me to the hospital. I had two bruised ribs, a broken jaw, and a fractured elbow. Basically, I lucked out; they were going to beat me to death. Moving on, she was and is as supportive of her sister, whom I intended to marry. That is not to say that it is possible to have both but I'm not a scumbag. Am I supposed to choose the one I love or the one I know loves me?