It was a waste of time…..and tears, tears never solved anything.
She’d walked out before. She would be back. She always came back.

So why worry. Why even give it any though at all.

Because you told yourself, maybe this time you went too far.
You thought she would never leave you. But when she did, you waited her out.
You knew she needed you. She was nothing without you.

When she walked out this time, why was it in the back of your mind that she might not come back.
That she might be gone for good.

Holding back the tears that never came the other times she left, you tell yourself again. Waste of time to worry.
She will be back.

Or you will bring her back.