I ran. I didn’t care where to. I just wanted to run. Then I stopped. Something dawned on me. Is this how Rainey felt? If I just left her alone would she still had been my friend? Would she still be alive?

My phone vibrates. I have a text message.

Where r u?
-Brian

I replied.
I didn’t want to be alone anymore. I told him where I was.

I sat on a bench that was as cold as me. Just trying to keep from drowning.