I look at myself in the mirror. I look horrible with tears rolling down my face. This doesn’t even look like me. This is not who I wanted to become. I just wanted you. I changed myself so I could have you. I changed my look. Wearing clothes I would never ever think to put on. Belly button showing shirts and short shirts. Changing myself into a gum smacking slut because I saw that is what you wanted. I drank because you said you like a girl that drinks. I got a belly button perusing because you said that would be more appealing. I made my hair shorter and cut in my own bangs because you said you like pulling back bangs to kiss a girl. I changed everything about myself to get you. Now all I got is tears.Tears and someone that I have become that is a monster.