It was after school, and I was walking home. It was far on foot, but I didn’t feel like taking the bus. It was a sunny day and was warm. Warm as the cheeks of Lauren…
Why am I thinking of that now?
I kept walking and made a turn somewhere and walked off.
I looked over to see Lauren in a car with her mom. I waved at her, but she didn’t see. Maybe I shouldn’t bother her. I kept walking.
During the walk, I started to have thoughts about Ashley, the cuts, the knife, what it would be like if I had cut myself, ect.
It was starting to annoy me that everything I am thinking about, was all because of me. It’s not like I’m special.
Starbucks was across the street when I stopped before crossing the street. I decided to go there since no one was home.
I walked inside and ordered something to go. After taking a sip, I saw Emily and the golden child walking toward the entrance, which was where I am.
Oh great.