October on Novermber (part 2)
It went, as fast…..as it came. The world wide web of Love affair we shared. Too much passion…......and too much of the opposite, could never sustained any kinds of relationship. One can not withstand all that over-heated emotions that never seem to find a way of ending it. I died a thousand death every night I clicked off away fom my comp and say our good-nights. And wake up to a thousand more days of happiness for each day I clicked my comp on just to say my good mornings to him, and looked at his names blaring at me each time. I could almost touch him….and yet…....the pinings for him, the longing to be enclosed in his arms …became unbeable. There were no questions of when…..or how it would come to and end. But, we both knew…....it had just ended. I am at a denial stage for now.