I’m tired of saying I don’t care about you when I really do. Even though you’ve caused me truck loads of pain, I still love you. Even though you haven’t done the right thing by me, I know your still trying. It was your decision to make bad choices and even though your a good person deep, deep inside, I don’t want to be like you. It was your choice to do the things you’ve done and I will not be blamed. No one is to blame but yourself. We all love you and you love us but your too lost to admit it. Doing what you’ve done hasn’t killed you but it’s killed our love for you. And what’s left of it is weak and tired of playing these games. You say you miss me and want to be a part of my life again, but, are you even trying? Show me please, that you care. You meant something to me once but now, your long gone. I don’t know where you are or even who you are anymore. It hurts when I think that you have some other family to care about. Some people more special. You can not be replaced, a father can ever be replaced.