hmm so this whole time he didn’t knowingly know what he wanted but subconciously he knew he wanted to be happy again and that part of him realized that Paige was the way to make that happen…

i like the message in this part of the seriesl, i like how it talks about if you try pushing people away to make your self feel better it can put you in a worse place that what you were in before

I have felt what he’s dealing with before. The whole wanting to be alone and pushing people away but then being more miserable and more lonely in the aftermath thing.