This is written beautifully. Brings back some not-to-pleasant memories, but yeah. Good ficlet :)

Not just suicide, but suicide with a concussion; fate has a sense of humor, albeit a sick one.
I like the story, but IMHO the first sentense gives away too much too early, and didn’t allow for any building of supsense.

point taken, but I wasn’t going for suspense.

Killing yourself is never as easy as it seems. Nice little fic here.
It’s a little late for edits now, however this “but it so strong now” needs an “is” or “it’s.”