I had to get out of here.
My head was gonna explode.
Matt had this ability to kill me, but also make me long for him.
Why am i going back to the butcher instead of roaming in a free pasture?
Should I leave? Should I stay?
Stay here in safety, or dance with the devil?
“Come with me.”
I made a compromise with myself.
The last text he sent said, “meet me at the corner of maple street.”
Sean would keep me safe.
He wouldnt let Matt kill me again.
Or at least i hoped.
“Okay.”
We walked out.. together.
Which was exactly the way I felt when it was just me and him.