When I was 13, this amazing guy asked me out on a date and we went out to dinner. I later decided to break it off because I just wasn’t ready for a relationship.
Now, just over 2 years later, I regret my decision so much but he has already moved out of state. He won’t reply to my emails or letters because, as his mom puts it, he’s going through a “phase”. I just want to tell him how I feel. I have it all written out but how will I know if he’s actually going to read something I send him? I just want to get it off my chest finally and make sure he knows! What should I do?