can you imagin a girl sitting in a space all alone tears rolling down her face. wondering how shes going to go on with her life. after all the pain shes been through. after every guy whos riped out alittle bit of her heart. after looseing her best friend who was like her big brother. after looseing a family memeber and a friend to suicide. after finding out her grandfather more like her father has cancer and is going to die. she drags a blade across her wrist wondering why she doesnt just end it all. with every drop of blood that falls down her arm. she feels alittle better like shes got a piece of herself back. it was her way of dealing. it was her way of letting go and moveing on.