every song.
Every song sounds sad when you’re crying.
All you hear is the pain in the words, even if it wasnt meant to be there.
I heard my own sadness.
I saw the face of the person whos name no longer escapes my lips.
He did far too much damage.
The first boy was the one who killed me. Tore me down like a building set for demolition.
The second one, this one built me back up, and made me feel strong again..
until one day, BOOM He tore me down, but im lower than before.
Now here I am.
Collapsed.
Down and out.
If I were a racing dog they’de be euthenizing me as we speak.
Sometimes I hate being a human.
The song called to me, promising petty smiles, and better times.
I followed it.