I picked up my pen and started to write.

I know, you said you never wanted to hear from me again.
And since you’re not answering my calls or texts or anything at all I thought I would write,so…ummm…Hi
I’m sorry, sorry that it happened and sorry it turned out the way it did. I’m just plain sorry. But, that doesn’t mean I didn’t mean it, it’s just that I’m sorry. Someone like you should be happy, and you were. Until I came along and ruined it for you.So, this will be the last thing you will ever hear from me.If you want it that way, its fine by me, but if you want to talk it wouldn’t hurt to answer my calls. I’m missing you. But it doesn’t change anything. Sorry.

As I finished I sighed. It would take a miracle for her to really forgive me. And since I thought the chances of that were slim I slipped in.

I love you

If she wasn’t going to reply, it wouldn’t matter what I said.