that night she had a dream
of all the pain
she had been going threw
for the past year of her life
the yelling and fights
the hitting and bleeding
the crying and running
the questions and lies
the doctors and nights alone
then the cutting to forget
the drinks to sleep
the pills for the pain
but then in the dream
his face came to her
he hadn’t seen it
only the burses and the scars
and the sadness in her eyes
he never left her side for one second
through it all
so why did she ever think
he didnt love her
when it was obvouse that he did
no one will ever know that answer
not even me
as the dream rolled on
all she could do to stay asleep
was think that her hearts still beating
her brains still thinking
and no matter what
the boy is still loveing me