very sad, remorseful, it feels true. Is this supposed to be written in chat form?

It’s almost embarrassing to read this. Like reading someones diary.

idk, it was too hard to put it into a poem, so i had to just write down the things i wanted to say and hope no one would calll me ion the lack or artistic-ness, and true, yes, i suppose it is, as are the thoughts and feelings i cant get out of my head except on paper

you should listen to a song i love called miserable at best by mayday parade its really good and fits you poem quite well and sometimes holes left behide by those you once loved will never be filled to you meet the one person that was met for you