Its gone…Its broken..I’ve finally driven everyone away with my insanity about some long gone past that I just can’t let go…

He was my everything..I had to breathe him in to feel alive…I have to now bleed to know I’m still breathing.

He used to be the sweetest person alive..now he just plays with other girl’s emotions…and I just stick to the ghost of the past…still lingering around to finish me off..

He’s already forgotten about me…he thinks we’re just good friends now..he doesn’t even know he’s leading me on….

He looks at her with those brown eyes…the eyes that shattered me and put me back together..the smell that emanates from him…

I blew it before..Im ready for it now..but he’s not…

Im blind to everything…with him..I’ll always come back..No matter how many times he hurts me again…I love his lies, his smile…his eyes.

I would love to hate him…
I would die to have him…
I would sacrifice anything to forget about him…
I love him with the greatest passion…