So why do I have these deranged feelings for him…
Why am I trying to fight the tears that aren’t coming..
Why am I head over heels for him..

Why do I feel like reaching the stars for him…why the hell Im supposed to feel like this…
Why am I a slight scent of tears…
Why does it hurt so much…I tell myself I won’t go through that again..the same viscious heartbreak that I literally set myself up for..

No..

Why do I feel like like this?
Why am I still attracted to him..
All he did was dig a hole …take it deeper and then he just let go..

He crushed me…..

He kills me when I look at him and he flashes me a smile…

And I keep wondering where his Killer’s gaze will go next