Awww..this isn’t fair..he’s everything Im not…

Why do I light up when he’s here?
Why does my breathing quicken so the whole world can hear my heart beat visciously when he smiles at me?

Why ….why is this making me suffer?

Everyday…I sense the slight scent of tears building around me…

I’d love to like him like the way it’s supposed to be..
I’d like to forget everyword he said to me to make the pain go away…
He doesn’t know how much he means to me..

And the worst part is…

I’d die to be with him….