was this text sent to david?
hmm.. jerk, but u like it…. i dont know wut to say..

awe, it’s sorta exhillirating right? knowing that he wants to be with you? and his reasons don’t really matter… Nicely put!

Good start you have here. I’m sure there are a lot of us who can relate to this. It always seems like we want everything but when we tell the other person that then we almost immediately regret it. We fear we’ve pushed them further away and like you said dug a deeper hole. You did a great job portraying the confusion of a tormented teen. Can’t wait to read the rest of this.