Edwin takes my hand as we walk to the stands. I am dressed in school colors to seem like I am peppy, but in truth I feel terrible. I see Claire holding Chris’s hand and I almost loose it. My face turns cold and my eyes start to water.

“Can we sit somewhere farther away?â€? I ask as we are really close to Chris and Claire.

“Ya sure,â€? Edwin smiles and leads me to the other side of the stands.