We order a few minutes later. I get the Strawberry Banana Pancakes and a glass of white milk while Chris gets the Pancake Platter. We chat aimlessly as we wait for our food to come.

Suddenly, Chris says, “I’ve missed us, Hazel…â€?

“Yeah… Same here…â€? I admit.

“I wish things could be different, ya know?â€? He asks.

I nod as our food comes. Our aimless chatter starts up again. I feel totally comfortable with Chris. I’ve gotten used to Edwin, but with Chris it was all natural. We finish our pancakes and continue our discussion while we wait for the bill.

“I’ll pay for my share.â€? I tell Chris.

“Nah, I’ll get it.â€? He says, waving my offer away and he reaches for his wallet.

“Chris… it’s not like it’s a date… I can pay for my food. It’s bad enough I waste you gas by having you drive me everywhere!â€? I complain.