“I wanna be your illusion…
I wanna be your emotion…....
.... enjoy this trip with me….
I wanna make you happy tonight….”

I want to be your illusion. I want to make you happy. I hear the words, feel the beat, it makes my skin crawl. My bones are vibrating. I’m sitting here thinking of you, and how I can’t seem to be what you need. It makes me go a insane, makes me stare into space. I stare so hard my eyes are hurting. Just thinking of you. I want to be your emotion. Your emotions go to everyone else. I want to take you away with me, take you for a drive, and play this song. I want to see your smile and know that I made it come out. I haven’t seen that smile in a long time, and it’s been longer since it was because of me. I want to be your illusion. Why can’t it be me???