I wanted to be your everything. I wanted to be there. I wanted to hold you through the darkest night. I wanted… to love you, the way you deserve to be loved.
But you love him. He doesnt love you, and never will. I meant nothing to you. Now my heart is broken, lying here on the ground. I left it there bleeding next to you on that bench. The bench where you told me with your eyes that there was nothing left for me, that our friendship was a lie. And it was, because it was never a friendship for me, I loved you, all along. I never knew it until I didnt have it anymore. Thats the truth behind why I did what I did. I loved you, I love you. It hurts, to know you’ll never know. I will fade away, move on, we will stop talking, you will keep on with him. Then one day, hopefully before you marry him, you’ll realize he’s gay. Then maybe that day…
You will look back and realize you are too. And that maybe you could have loved me back the way I once loved you.