“Matt I need to think. I need some time, okay?”
“Okay.”
I hung up, and opened my yearbook to sean’s signature, thank god he’de left a number.
My hands were shaking so violently as I tried to dial that it took multiple tries to finally hit all the number keys.
An answer.
“Hey Sean, It’s Elle..”
“Hey…”
What do I tell him?
“Matt called me.”
“Mhmmmm”
“He said he wanted to get back together…”
“And what did you say.”
“I told him I’de think about it.”
“Why? Why would you go back to the person who broke you down?.”
“Sean I-”
“Call me crazy, but I kind of thought today meant something. Obviously I was wrong.”
“Sean, no it di-”
“I’m really tired Elle. Have a good life with Matt. Night.”Than the line went dead.
I couldn’t put the phone down.
I stayed like that, holding the phone to my ear with the hopes that his voice would magically come back on the line. It didn’t.
With that Sean was gone. And I was just utterly….numb.