I sat there. Frozen. Unable to do anything. Not even lay back down. Not even to cry. I could only try again. Try to get Sean to talk to me. I dialed his number again. No Sean. A tried again. no Sean. I tried again and I finally heard his voice.
“Hey, you’ve reached Sean. Sorry I’m busy guys so just call me later, bye!”
But only to an answering machine. This really sucked. He wouldn’t even talk to me. I knew for sure I didn’t want Matt back. Now that I knew how it felt to have lost Sean, I knew I was in love. Matt was nothing. Nothing at all. All he did was break my heart. Turn my life upside down. And now he wanted me back. What a jerk. I stuffed my phone in my dresser drawer and made a choice. The choice to go and get Sean. Yeah, it was nine o’ clock in the morning but this was going to be worth it. I needed to talk to Sean. Tell him how I really feel. We had something special. I never knew it was going to happen, but it had.