nesdil's published ficlets
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What Every Girl Wants
You made me laugh,
you made me smile,
and for a while I felt like I was head-over-heels in love.
But as the time went by,
and… -
Dreams Really Do Come True
My mind is counting down the days until I see you again,
so I can feel the thrill that runs through me at your every touch,
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Two In The Morning
Two in the morning,
just you and I,
reminiscing,dreaming,laughing.
The weight of stress,
so prominent as of late,
was lifted… -
Impenetrable Mask of Trepidation
Searching, reaching, and yearning for something out of reach,
feeling suddenly as though I’m lost in dark shadows,
thrown int… -
Ana Is A Way Of Life; Embrace It
Energy runs like electricity through my body,
adrenaline surges beneath my skin.
I concentrate on my feet pounding on the gr… -
The One Thing I Fear:
My mind whirls in confusion,
weighted down with stress,
saturated with over-processed thoughts.
Depression settles in,
bu… -
Your Outlet For Pain
Disbelief courses through me as I process what you said,
every part of my mind stunned at your self-obsession.
I’m nothing wi… -
Pure Epiphany of Hatred
My eyes are blurry,
my mind weak,
everything I thought I knew falling to pieces before me.
I’m in agony,
and my heart lur… -
Behind The Tortured eyes
I don’t understand how you cant see it,
how you are so blind to the things that I see.
A beautiful mind awaits behind the t… -
A Simple Color Can Change Your Life
I lay back,
my hands running down your back,
and feel your breath on my neck,
hot and desiring.
Chills run up my spine at you… -
I'm Taking A Bullet For You
I run across the open field,
my head turning wildly, frantically, searching for you.
If only I wasn’t scared,
terrified of … -
He's Toxic
Irritation shakes my body as I discover the truth,
discover that you’ve been lying to me this whole time.
You love him, don’... -
A Bullet And A Trigger
As I walk this familiar path,
watching my worn-out shoes scuff the beaten dirt road,
I remember the first glance I had of t… -
Lifeless, Inches Away From You
I close my eyes and concentrate on the music pounding in my ears,
drowning out the gentle hum of the engine.
All my troubles… -
The Story Behind The Music
Music swarms around me,
your fingers gliding across the ivory keys,
composing a gentle and painfully beautiful arrangement…. -
The Beautiful Horizon of Your Mind
From the moment I gazed into your eyes,
I was hopelessly lost in a rush of your beauty,
stumbling around as I struggle to ri… -
I Play Dirty
From and exterior view you’ll see that I blend in with all the rest,
no different than the next.
However, as for my mind, I … -
Do Your Worst: I'm Ready
You wish your games and more-than-obvious hints will unsettle me,
will push me over the edge,
but to be honest, they don’t … -
Crimson Torridity
Sitting in the dark,
reflecting on my actions,
wondering why I can’t seem to stop this ritual,
why each time the sharp poin… -
Love Knows No Distance
I hide my face so they wont see the tears that tumble down,
silent, yet reflecting more agony than I’ve ever known.
I try to …